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2/22/09 09:45 pm
So I haven't been on in soooo long, coz well i dunno i just aint lol
so whats been happening lately
Ma dad is been a real prick
he told everyone that works for him [and my mother does]
that they had been paid when they hadn't
then deicided to close down his bunisness with no warning period, and now ma mom is out of a job and less then broke =[
and she takeing it all out on me, coz tjere no one else for her to as she wouldnt dare on her partner, so she keeps throwing this at me calling me fat, drgging me by my hair, randomly taking my things off me, and just genrally being a bitch
Ma dad was supposed to pic me up last week and never did, then lied saying he did but i wasnt there, coz off all hes done to ma mom now he aint allowed near the house nd has to pic me up from the end off the street, and i was waiting there for over an hour, so he obviusly lied to me then, my mom being the bitch she is told me the truth about everything thts been going on, and about the past, coz i've been kept in the dark for my protection and i thought i wanted to know but now i wish i wasnt told.
so what happened in the past...
...my dad was engaged to some woman, who was pregnant with his baby, then one day a few months before she gave birth he went to wor and never came back and the next day married my mom, who h was with for atleast a year before tht, then my mom finds out a week later
then when i was 3 he did the same, he told me tht his new wife threatned my lil half brother against him, which is bollocks, he just didnt come ma mom would ring him every weekend to remind him, after a while she stopped and he never came back, well not atleat till i was 13
what happened now...
...just found out tht a prozzie named jesica has been livein wwith him and hes been sending her out to sell her body, and there supposed to be running away together and marrieing each other, even tho he's 50 and shes 18, wich is the same age as his eldest daughter, and he has a finncee who's got cancer
so i've been txting him for the past week and a half, and he aint responded, i wasted like 300 texts, so i finally sent him a text ast night sayin, im really trying, to stay in contact but your acting as if you dont give a shit, so he finally text me back, and now he's picking me up tomorrow, and i worrieing if he's gonna turn up or not =[
so coz off all the stress, i've been eating quite a bit =[
so i feeling sooo depressed and fat and like a compete failure =[
urgh
perents, i would be so much better with out them
eminem & 50 cent- dosent have title its unrealesed
depressed
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confused
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